i wonder if all my blogs are posting...i've just looked at my blog from work and it looks like they aren't showing up....hmmm...i guess i will just have to check them again.

i'm going to just add to sweet ts comment about friends. its is kind of upsetting when you support people and what they do and you think you have a close knit group and then you find out that maybe its not close knit at all....or maybe you are not wanted anymore. although everyone has started going and doing other things and lives are moving around a lot, it kind of hurts when you aren't invited to the important things! Alas, i am done with this blog also....

my grandpa was taken to the ER....its horrible feeling helpless like you can't do anything and don't know whats going to happen....and its horrible to know that the people you love are getting old and there is nothing you can do...and when you see them and they look like it could be the last time you see them...it makes you value the little things in life....