Tuesday, August 29, 2006




This weekend was a long one for me!! Friday night i went to a wedding of some of my college friends. One of them was in the cello section and the other i was roommates with for a while. While i love them and everyone else thats had weddings recently...i'm sick of weddings!! But what made this wedding a little worse was that i was with some of my old college friends and all they talked about was their kids and who all else i was in college with had kids!! I honestly thought i was going to hurt myself. And it all of the sudden put me in this world where i felt like i was the only one!! So then i went and hung out with another friend from college and he then tells me that his ex (who i am friends with, or thought i was) is now married too. What the hell...everyone needs to stop this insanity for my sanity : ) okay, now that i've vented about that a bit i'm feeling better.

I'm still looking for another job. I've got several leads and am hopeful that one of them will work out. I'm even going to apply for a job teaching algebra....yes....algebra!! but its okay, i like math and am good at it!! It would without a doubt be different!! And thank you so much to all of those helping me in this job hunt!! I will keep everyone posted.

But because at the moment i don't have a job that is making me any money so i'm going to go to new orleans next week. This will be my third trip and i'm starting to get excited.

Monday, August 21, 2006


In 10 years....

*I've not gotten married and have not had kids!! This is what my ten year reunion has taught me : ) I am totally not the same person i was in high school, which is awesome....but it seemed that all the so called "popular" people were the exact same (with some extra baggage : ) They are even still best friends with each other...which isn't bad just weird. Its also weird to see these same people you saw every day, some since elementary school, again....as "adults". I see them exactly as they were then....maybe thats bad but thats how it is!! I also find it weird that we'll all be pretty much connected all of our lifes. I mean we are all going our different ways but we will continue to get together to just see what people are up to. Does this happen with anything else? It doesn't happen for college!! It was just a really weird weekend for me and i can't even really explain all the weirdness i felt. I guess i'm glad i went....and i'll probably go to the next one too....maybe just because i'm noisy : ) I do know one thing...i'm glad i don't look like i did in high school : ) Thats probably bad to say but o well!!

Christina..thanks for letting me borrow your dress....i'm getting a lot of good use out of it : ) Next i'll be borrowing the yellow one : )

Friday, August 11, 2006


To all my dear friends...I do love you and I miss you and i promise once things get back to normal i will start being around again : )

Today I do feel like i've been hit by a bus though...the medicine i took is making me feel funny too!! Horray!!
A myspace note from george of the flaming lips!! what kind of freak show are we bringing???? ideas people, we need ideas!!


Hey All!

I just want to let you know we're filming the September 15th show!!!
Film crews will be in the parking lot and audience... Please feel free to bring the freak show!

George

Thursday, August 10, 2006


I've filled out the fafsa form....i had originally decided not to try to get money help but then realized that that is a stupid idea!! So hopefully things work out with that....if they don't i'm not sure what i'm going to do : ) I will have to go to plan B, which is come up with another plan A!!

I've decided to get a couple of PT jobs....as of the moment i've only got one (lakeshore learning center on may) but i am currently looking for another. I've applied at several places and we will see what comes of them. I'm also going to try to teach as many students as possible. This will also give the me options of going on the other New Orleans trips that i didn't think i was going to have!! And this makes me very happy!!

I also just sent in the paperwork for my 10 year reunion!! Man, i don't feel that old that's for sure....part of me is looking forward to this just to see people, but i wasn't popular in high school and no one really knew who i was and i really didn't know who they were so it could be interesting. I've been doing some high school reunion research online and its kind of fun. Maybe I'll have some interesting stories after next weekend.... : ) okay, i doubt it!! Maybe i went to high school with my future husband...man, that is even funnier!! : )

I went and took a step class the other day....holy shit do i hurt!! it was tons of fun and i can't wait until the next one but shit, my body hasn't hurt this much in a long time...so now it is time for me to go to be so i can try to recover some of my mobility!!

Good night dear friends that i hope to see and hang out with soon!!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006



So, I love the internet....its great....many great things at the tip of your fingers....if you can think of them!! thats the part i don't like....you have to actually come up with what you are searching for!! Now this may not make sense but go with me....in magazines and newspapers, there are all kinds of things that you didn't even know you wanted to know...you just turn the page and its there. I'm looking for a job...i got to jobsok.com and find many things if i know the right words to search for...but if i don't i just go around in circles....but if i look in the paper, most of the same jobs are on 4-5 pages and in somewhat of an order and much easier just to skim thru....and there are recipes in magazines that i'm like, that would be awesome but when i go online to get recipes i have to know what i want....i never know what i want when i'm looking for recipes!! So i hope magazines and newspapers and even books never go out of style while i'm alive!! I like finding new things that i don't have to have the right words for.

For the first time tonight i made it to shimmers. now i've heard a lot about this snowcone place and everyone says thats its the best in town...but i had yet to try it and was wondering how any snowcone could be better than another...but its true!! Shimmers is better and i think its because they mix the syrup in with the ice instead of just putting the syrup on top of the ice!! It was really good and then the 5 gummy bears didn't hurt anything either : )

It was a sad, sad day in the world of my little black schnauzer yesterday!! He is no longer a man...or going to offically be a man!! He was a little drained last night, not to much energy after such a surgery but tonight he seems to be doing 1,000 times better : )

I'm in the process of writing a short story...and i think i'm kind of liking it!! If it turns out worth reading i will post it for all to enjoy. If it turns out not worth reading then forget i wrote anything : )