sometimes its best if you just don't answer the phone

*****today i got asked out******
(trust me, this is not a good thing : )

I had this revelation in church this morning...steve was talking about things that keep you tied up in your life.... i started thinking about what he was talking about and remembered something that made me realize things work out like they are supposed to....something happened to me a while ago that was upsetting so i went and got some help...in the process i figured out what was behind my low self esteem and other things...it had nothing to do with the problem at hand....and once i knew what it was exactly and how i could handle it, it made a world of difference...now i feel like i can put all of that stuff behind me and have been working towards making myself a better person...just for me and for the most part i feel really good about myself, and i don't let what people say get to me like it used to (there are specific people that i am talking about...and if you are reading this you are not one of them : )...all of that confusing stuff to say that, that one bad thing happened and had it not i would not be where i am now and that i may have never gotten here...and when something like that happens again it won't be as hard....and i am a better person because of it...(everything happens for a reason : ) sorry if none of this makes sense, but it does to me : )

i haven't posted lyrics in a really long time so here are some....i've been listening to travis and i forget how much i like them...

Indefinitely

Everyday in every way I’m falling Everything that everyone says turns me on/off Shine a light on me So that everyone can see That I wanna stay here indefinitely Time exists but just on your wrist so don’t panic Moments last and lifetimes are lost in a day So wind your watches down please ’cos there is no time to lose And I’m gonna stay here indefinitely And I wanna stay here so just let me be Now I can see the light circling round your reflection... And I’m gonna stay here indefinitely And I’m gonna stay here so just let me be Indefinitely, indefinitely, indefinitely Indefinitely, indefinitely, indefinitely