start a revolution

well, i told my students today about not being back next year...as i expected, they threw a fit...one of my students who i teach lessons to and knew earlier this week, had already sent out 8 letters and had the addresses of board members and fine arts directors and everything....so that circulated around the room pretty fast....i didn't even start talking before i started crying...i was hoping that i would be able to say everything i needed to say and then i knew i would start crying but that didn't really happen....now i just have to tell my 9th graders, in some ways i think this could be worse than the high school....they really, really hate parvin....and he really really hates them, so more crying to go on for me....i have made myself physically sick though, so i feel like shit...i'm taking tomorrow off....parvin can deal with the kids tomorrow and good luck to him....

star wars tonight....this should be fun....normally i would be more excited to see it but i'm not feeling excited about much of anything these days...hum.....

tomorrow night....the caverns show...we had a practice last night that went really well...it will be fun to play....we changed up one song last night and if it is pulled off right tomorrow will be kick ass.....i think i told everyone that we play at 8:00...well, we don't actually play until 9:00, fyi...and it is at the greendoor....